March 19, 2010
Angela Hege
daughter
From our thoughts to our memories,
From our days to our nights.
From the east to the west,
From my love that I write
From the sadness we shed when you went away, But in our hearts and minds you will forever stay, We speak in our dreams, but don't say a word .Life means everything, even to a little bird. Two long years since we last saw you, Two long years of pain and sorrow.
I awake each morning to start a new day
But the pain of loosing you never goes away.
I go about the things I have to do
And as the hours pass I think again of you.
I want to call you and just hear your voice
Then I remember that I have no choice
Because you are not there and now my heart cries Just to see you again to tell you goodbye
,To say Mama I love you and I always will
And that much of you, in me you've instilled.
The day that you left I just didn't know
That you were going where I couldn't go.
And now all my memories of you are so clear
But god, how I miss you and wish you were here. Who can hear me when I need to cry?
It so hard to tell you "Mama goodbye."
Someday I know all will be well
And I'll see you again with stories to tell
Of how you were missed and how the kids have grown. And how good it is to finally be home.Until then my memories of you I'll keep near And I'll pass them on to those who are dear.
I miss you Mama,I Love You,Angie
December 27, 2009
Angela Hege
Daughter
Mama, Christmas is upon us now and your passing has been 2 years now, but to me it seems like only yesterday that you left this world behind.The loss is still fresh to me and the hurt is still so tender. My heart and my spirit are heavy. The christmas lights seem to have lost some of there joy, The shopping has been hard for me and i find it difficult to stay focused, i find myself looking at mothers and daughters laughing together and shopping together and i feel resentment that they have there mothers, but i catch myself because i know those feelings are wrong, that is not trusting in god. and then i begin to think of the christmas you will have, what a wonderful sight heaven must be on christmas, a celebration beyond earthly imagination.you must be feeling such peace at these sights you see in heaven. i know my feelings are selfish because those feelings are about me feeling the loss of you. I will celebrate christmas because the reason for the season is the birth of christ and because of him your celebrating the most glorious christmas ever. I was thinking the other day if i could get you a gift and give it to you what would it be, but i came up with nothing because angels are perfect and need nothing, you have sunsets, sunrises, rainbows and spring flowers, you have streets paved of gold, i even thought of pictures of me and the kids, but nothing could compare to looking in the face of jesus, so i send you my tears, and my heart, and i keep for myself the memories. i will be watching for the sunsets and listening for the windchimes and i'll know your close by. I love you My mama my angel and i miss you so very much.
Your Daughter, Angie.
December 25, 2009
Susie Robles
susie,neice
MERRY CHRISTMAS AUNT BELLE,Just to let you know im thinking of u and not just on this Christmas but all through the year.I really miss you so much and miss your candy on Christmas for you and Angie made the best candy this time of year.I used to forward to eating all that candy,i was like i think this is the best gift i could get it was soooo good. Even though i did'nt need it but i would love eating it,yummy.I need to ask you a favor aunt belle? Will you please tell my powpow Merry Christmas for me and i love and miss him so much cause i know you 2 are watching over all of us here.Thats cool 2 angels looking over us we sure need u 2 but ty for the favor.I love you aunt belle your neice,Susie Robles...Merry Chistmas and a Happy New Year!